Last week I talked about ‘listening’ in the Rule of St.
Benedict, specifically verse 1 of the Prologue, ‘listening with the ear of the
heart’. I talked about its multi-layered
dimensions: that ‘listening with the ear
of the heart’ is not just a surface level of hearing. It goes far deeper; it involves emptiness,
surrender so that the heart opens from inside and is ready to receive the
Divine voice: ‘Today if you hear God’s voice harden not your hearts’. So much can get in the way of our listening;
and still if we can remember the interior movement of ‘bending’ the heart in humility
to listen, knowing that the Spirit has something to say to us, or to teach us,
or to convert our hearts leading us into truth…into a compassionate posture. Verse 1 as you recall ends with ‘put into
practice’, put into practice what you receive through this humble deep
listening that opens the heart, that evangelizes the heart in the ways of the
gospel.
This morning I like to leap forward to verses 14-20 of the
Prologue, which is a monastic commentary on several verses of Psalm 33. What is important first to note is that both
the ‘Master’ and Benedict, following early Christian writers, place Christ as
being the voice of the psalmist. It
seems to me that what this does is it brings the Divine so much closer to us. The
Holy Other is now the Incarnate One who calls to us saying: “Who are you who
desire life and long for good days?”
What precedes this question is verse 14: “And the Lord, seeking his
worker in the crowds, calls out to them…” Bockmann points out the obvious: it
is the Lord (Christ) who is seeking us and she adds that our seeking God is a
response to our being sought…to our being called (A Listening Community,
p.30). I think it is important not to
overlook this spiritual truth: we can
easily forget that our seeking is already preceded by God’s call and invitation:
‘Who are you who desire life?’ We are
being invited into the Divine life and love right from the beginning…and with
Jesus this life of God has been brought into our human lives, into every aspect
of them. Just to say a word about the ‘question’…this is a question from God…as
we let ourselves be addressed by the question, notice our heart’s
response. The question evokes, the
question carries the Divine presence, and we say almost immediately: ‘I do’, I
want life…I want to follow and do what I have to do for this life…the ‘life’
that money cannot buy nor any achievement obtain. The question evokes the Divine, puts us in
communion, into dialogue with God.
The next verse 16, says ‘If you hear this and answer I do
then God says to you’…This verse was added by Benedict and the Master…Note the
phrase ‘if you hear this’, which implies we can miss and not hear the Divine
voice calling to us, inviting us into his life.
And then what does God say: ‘Keep your tongue from evil and your lips
from speaking deceit’. What we have to
put into practice is to guard our tongue!
This noticing, this mindfulness, can bring us back to a deeper
listening, back to the Divine voice…God through the Spirit is always speaking
to the heart; the voice of God speaks in silence and in word and we are to
cultivate our listening…“If today you hear God’s voice…” How do we keep our
tongues from speaking ‘deceit’; are we even aware of when this is
happening? I like us to consider that
perhaps it happens more than what we like to think. For example, whenever we have to defend an
image of ourselves or refuse the truth of self-knowledge, notice how we can see
a situation falsely or with untrue, partial elements. Truth is liberating and it goes hand in hand
with self-knowledge…truth deepens our love and compassion. The tongue, meaning the words that come
forth, is directly connected to the heart…to what is going on there….there, in
the heart, listening, we learn the truth which makes us free. All of verse 17 is taken from Psalm 33 and
the last phrases are “Turn from evil and do good, seek peace and pursue
it”. Bockmann points out that ‘seeking’
and ‘peace’ “are two key words for monastic life” (p.34).
So, when we turn from evil verse 18 says: “And when you do this, my eyes are upon you
and my ears turned to your prayers and before you invoke me, I will say to you:
‘Here I am’”. The Rule, says Bockmann,
emphasizes the necessity of grace (p.35).
She means by this that when we turn away from the deceitful or hurtful
tongue it is grace already operating.
In Bockmann’s words “Whoever avoids evil, does what is good, and pursues
peace will experience that God anticipates their prayers” (p.35). To repeat, as we turn away from the murmuring
tongue, God is anticipating…it is both anticipated by God’s grace, which
supports the turning, and God who says ‘Here I am’ as we ‘turn’ towards him. God
is anticipating, which means grace is helping us to turn away from evil. Bockmann refers to Chapter 4 on the ‘Tools of
Good Works’ where we are given a more explicit list of what we are to turn away
from: turning from such things as anger, deceit, pride, various addictions and
turn towards acts of loving kindness, reverence, truth, trust, openness (p.33). This is how concrete dear sisters and brother
the Rule is! This is how peace is built…how
a community is built…how the life of the gospel is incarnated…how the
consciousness of Jesus lives on through us.
It begins small (like the mustard seed)….it begins in the clay vessels
of our hearts…and there is no true peace unless it begins here.
And the final two verses of this part of the Prologue: “What could be sweeter, dearest brothers,
than the voice of the Lord inviting us. See
in his kindness the Lord shows us the way of life”. There is nothing sweeter than God showing us
the way of life…and it is today, as we listen with the ear of our heart and
seek peace...the peace of Christ.
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